It takes a lot of self-control not to lean back as Bruce drives, not to throw her arms open wide and feel the freedom of the night air whip between her fingers. Simon would be proud of her, she thinks, flexing her fingers into the material of his jacket. She made a friend, found a safe refuge, escaped.
He wouldn't be thrilled that she killed a man to do it, but. It is what it is.
So instead of doing something unsafe and dangerous, she shuts her eyes during the ride, listening to thoughts and heartbeats and wondering about the future, ignoring the drop of drugs in her bloodstream or the way her vision doubles when she does open her eyes, once Bruce has stopped. Her self-control hits its limit, there, once the bike has stopped; River gets off and opens her arms, twirling in space.
"It isn't what you think," she intones as she comes to a stop, looking Alfred dead in the eye. "No. No. Closer. Yes."
Alfred just about loses his composure, but it at least gets his attention refocused on Bruce, which was his intent. He needs to explain this.
"She didn't, obviously."
"Master Bruce, your deductive powers grow more impressive by the day."
"Alfred." Bruce climbs off the bike with a sigh. "She killed her handler. I pulled a tracking device out of her leg--I smashed it but I took photos that I can study later to try to find out what the hell is going on here.
She had nowhere else to go. What was I going to do, leave her out there to be found and dragged back?"
At that, at least, Alfred's expression softens. A degree or two.
"She's good at keeping secrets and keeping quiet and keeping. You're worried that he needs more friends, more people to care for; she can be perfect for that."
Alfred gives River a look, takes a breath, and intones: "It would do the young lady well to stay out of my head."
"That's the problem," River responds. "She can't."
River bites her lip in apology. "Always known the names others call you, wanted to know what you wanted her to call you. Zhihao is a good name!" They're both going to be upset, now, she can tell but she can't help it.
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He wouldn't be thrilled that she killed a man to do it, but. It is what it is.
So instead of doing something unsafe and dangerous, she shuts her eyes during the ride, listening to thoughts and heartbeats and wondering about the future, ignoring the drop of drugs in her bloodstream or the way her vision doubles when she does open her eyes, once Bruce has stopped. Her self-control hits its limit, there, once the bike has stopped; River gets off and opens her arms, twirling in space.
"It isn't what you think," she intones as she comes to a stop, looking Alfred dead in the eye. "No. No. Closer. Yes."
Alfred does not look pleased or amused, honestly.
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Alfred just about loses his composure, but it at least gets his attention refocused on Bruce, which was his intent. He needs to explain this.
"She didn't, obviously."
"Master Bruce, your deductive powers grow more impressive by the day."
"Alfred." Bruce climbs off the bike with a sigh. "She killed her handler. I pulled a tracking device out of her leg--I smashed it but I took photos that I can study later to try to find out what the hell is going on here.
She had nowhere else to go. What was I going to do, leave her out there to be found and dragged back?"
At that, at least, Alfred's expression softens. A degree or two.
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Alfred gives River a look, takes a breath, and intones: "It would do the young lady well to stay out of my head."
"That's the problem," River responds. "She can't."
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It does raise another question, though.
"I gather you've figured out who I am?"
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"She had a real name once too."